/lit/ - Literature

I am extremely unhappy. Aside from the desire to fit in and the constant guilt of leeching off of society, I have cut off contacts with my parents and am struggling to find proper jobs with my inferiority complex. People of my age are supposed to network as much as they can but all that I could muster is halfhearted attempts at conversation that will last for around two days before I stopped replying to them. I don't know what has caused me to turn this way but I am seeing no way out of my situation.