/lit/ - Literature

I enjoy describing places and setting a scene, I like discussing philosophies and abstract things, I hate writing characters and especially speech because I'm autistic and it always comes off cringe. I don't understand people at all, they're awkward, annoying and dumb. Can I ever be a writer? What's the solution?

what do you do when the words refuse to come out? Not that you don't know what you want to write, but that the words that come out are nothing but pure garbage?

I don't think I've ever had it like this before, and I worry so much. Writing is the only thing I have left at this point. I'm scared, guys.

RANT INCOMING

>tfw my two greatest pains in this world come from my lack of action
>tfw girl that literally made my heart leap in my chest is dead from a brain tumor now
>tfw probably stood a chance with her but had zero self confidence back then
>tfw accidentally ghosted another girl after she said we should be together
>tfw probably would've been married to her with kids now if I wasn't such a coward
>tfw reached out a couple weeks ago and she's married to someone else
The lines "I'm never gonna know you now
But I'm gonna love you anyhow" are ringing in my head and it sums up what I'm feeling perfectly but I can't figure out a way to write a coherent and believable story to capture these emotions.

blogpost over, sorry, but you guys are the only writefags in my life

>inb4 "it's your own fault"
yes, I know, and that's why it hurts so fucking much

How do I know if the story I'm writing is actually worth writing or if I'm just getting lost in the weeds?