/lit/ - Literature

>>21641683
Quitting porn only feels good if you do something "good" with your time.
And by good, I mean something that you feel is better than fapping. Masturbation + porn feels great and there's literally no reason to stop doing other than having to work to survive and buy more coomer equipment... or maybe something gnawing at the back of your mind, some "higher" calling.

I have EXTREME urges to see porn, It feels good, like eating candy with my eyeballs. Now, getting high, watching porn with my hand firmly grasping and pumping my dick? I don't know a greater pleasure! It's even better than sex!
I have constant intrusive thoughts all the time, sometimes I can't even sleep and my dick tingles becuase I wanna cum to some degen shit... and boy I would be doing it RIGHT NOW like in the good old days (I would go for 7 hours of non-stop fun sometimes) but there was something wrong with me.

The only way in which I manage to not only overcome this extreme feeling of unease but also feel amazingly powerful is by metaphorically grabbing onto my ballsack with all my might and investing my energy and time on drawing, coding, writing, exercising... all the shit that I wanted to do.

Ironically, every action is towards seeking more pleasure
>code to make porn games
>draw to make porn
>write to make smut
>exercise to get some real pussy (ha ha)
>get a job so I can buy a super computer that will handle all the AI shit
I enjoy harnessing my energy. I enjoy producing something other than semen. I enjoy stuggling against my inner child.

>Not that I'm considering a return
You never left.