/lit/ - Literature

>>22730891
I'm like you but older and have to work because I'm a poorfag and mommy and daddy ain't gonna take care of me lol. I get my ass handed to me every. fucking. day. Add to this I am a huge philosophy nerd who has to dwell amongst literal retards, high school dropouts, literal people straight out of prison, and countless hordes of third-world immigrants and you better believe I keep my mouth shut except to talk about the most banal shit otherwise people tell my silence makes them uncomfortable to the point of scaring them. Even then, every time I open my mouth there is the real risk of saying something I will deeply deeply regret and will have very real negative consequences. Many normalfags simply cannot comprehend the concept of enjoying solitude, reading, contemplating existence, writing, sitting down quietly, not caring about sports or celebrities, reflecting on morality, etc. and if God forbid you ever reveal your true self they will make your life a living hell because you are now a threat, because since they cannot understand you they cannot predict your behavior and is disturbing to them. You are, in effect an alien life form. Recently, an autist from my job was killed at a bus stop. I don't know the details but I can imagine some normaltard misunderstood him or he unfortunately expressed himself in an autistic way that was interpreted as a threat by the normaltard. In any case, this autist could just as easily had been one of you. So be careful out there autists, avoid normies as much as possible and when interacting with normies, regardless of what well-intentioned but retarded normie doctors, therapists, teachers, and parents tell you: DO NOT BE YOURSELF IN PUBLIC. FOR AUTISTS THAT IS A DEATH WISH. The harsh and brutal reality is that to survive in society demands conformity, so if there is one concept you should take out all this and integrate into your very being it is this: DISSIMULATION. Blend in, fake it-- I know as autists we value authenticity; THE WORLD DOES NOT AND WILL SEVERELY PUNISH YOU FOR MAKING THAT MISTAKE. I know autists value rules and making no exceptions. GET OVER THAT. You must learn to be adaptive to everchanging situations; you must overcome that need for order and the anxiety the lack of it produces. Order is good, but you have to account for the fact and anticipate that in this world there is deviation and there is chaos, and despite whatever virtue signaling normies give the only thing that matters is: ME. Egoism rules this world.

"The master commended the dishonest manager because he had acted shrewdly. For the people of this world are more shrewd in dealing with their own kind than are the people of the light."
- Luke 16:8