/lit/ - Literature

>>12630684
Someone needs a hug

Been drinking alone every night this week. Have to kowtow to my parents religion or I'll face homelessness. Too poor to go to college, no credit to take out loans, and can't enlist and make Uncle Sam pay for it because of my medical history. Starting to alienate my friends because of my violent oscillation between far left and far right politics and between atheism and mysticism. Told my doctor today that my obesessive thoughts about gender identity were over, but now I'm not sure that they are. Hair's starting to fall out too. People like me don't have a future

You have autogynephilia which is a malady particular to internet dwelling young males. Your desire to be a woman is merely a mistargeted desire to be with a woman. Erotic Target Location Error they call it, it's like footfags being attracted to feet rather than other features. Your wires are just crossed up. You'll never pass as a woman and everyone will know that your whole existence is just an extension of male heterosexual drive, and you won't have any of the benefits that go along with that. Just forget about the whole thing, everyone has to deal with unrequited love and sexual desire, you're not going to be any different. Don't throw your life away and make sure that you make lots of white babies
T. AGP