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>>20102551
I understand completely. I suggested looking in to Buddhism because it is very friendly to western practitioners, compared to other eastern traditions. For example, a foreigner attempting to practice Hinduism or Shinto will be looked at with condescending amusement at best, and hostility at worst, but white European Buddhists are common. In most western countries you will very likely find Buddhist communities in your area and they will be happy to have you.

However, if you are able to return to Christianity, then that might be best for you.