/lit/ - Literature

>19
>used to be a smart kid, spent most of my life past the age of 10 on the internet or playing video games
>spent a few years of my life living abroad, learned english but feel like i'm bad at both english and my native language as a result
>too lazy to pursue my interests most of the time
>not actually autistic but have mild ocd and probably an eating disorder
>suffer from some kind of gender dysphoria after so much exposure to misogyny online that i regret being born a female
>have high school finals coming up and i'm making zero effort to study even though i know i'm probably gonna kms if i don't get accepted where i want to go
>don't talk to anyone unless i need something from them, i might be sort of funny but i get discouraged too easily
>draw sometimes, suck at writing
>hold strong opionons, get very aggressive a lot
>aside from english I can read in polish, russian and french (also learning hebrew and japanese so i'm putting off japanese books hoping i'll be able to read them in the original soon enough, i like mishima a lot though)
>i like history and linguistics and the 19th century especially