/lit/ - Literature

>>21321392
My life has stagnated. The only thing I have to look forward to is returning to my desktop. And that is just routine, I don't even really enjoy it anymore.
I have no friends or social life, and don't really know how to make friends. Never did in high school either.
The feeling of missing out is crushing, but the anxiety being around others is equally crushing.
When I was a freshman I went to a few parties my coworkers invited me to, but other than that I've remained alone.
I see an empty future--nothing to do and nowhere to go.
My frugal living will have allowed me to save some money, but I will live in an empty house with nothing to work or live for.
I'm not motivated to climb any ladder or build a career, but I'm intelligent enough that I've never struggled to find work.