/lit/ - Literature

Hi /lit/.
Stupid question for wise anons.

Am I the only one that murmurs/whispers when thinking alone? I mean, when I'm thinking alone I articulate the words in my mouth and kinda whisper to myself, or talk (low) like if I was talking to somebody.

This is not b8. I think what I do is completely normal, etc, but I would like to hear it from other anons to be sure. And I know this board is full of people that at least think once in a while, that's why I'm not asking in /b/.

I'm a materialist.
I literally cannot believe in something like the christian god. I am too instinctive and sensitive for that. God is such an abstract idea... And He hasn't revealed himself to me yet, so... I guess I will continue enjoying Satan.

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well basically it went like this
>go to college
>decide that the best way to find acid is to find weed
>decide that the best way to find weed is to smoke cigarettes
>smoke cigarettes at dorms
>meet people
>ask about weed
>smoke weed
>make friends
>ask about acid
>find acid
>also research chem websites
>and silkroad (RIP)
but as for actual experiences
>delusions of ego death
>delusions of solipsism
>delusions of autotheism
>delusions of crysanthemums
>delusions of crystals
>delusions of aliens
>delusions of angels
>delusilons of time travel
>delusions of dimensional shifting
>delusions of chronomantic romance
>delusions of necromancy and technomancy
>delusions of illuminati and templar
>delusions of posthumans and singularities
>delusions of grandeur and messianic destiny
>delusions of christ consciousness and VALIS
>delusions of luciferian gnosticism
>delusions of chaos magick
>delusions of astrotheological reference
>delusions of geotrauma and accelerationism
>delusions of thanatropic schizotechnics
>delusions of psychic warmachines