/lit/ - Literature

>>19165743
I think I'm a future loser. I'm starting a meme degree (linguistics) next week. All I will have going for myself will be my uni's name if I graduate. All I can hope for really is to land a five day 9 to 5 but I just might be unemployed. College will be my first time away from home as well. My parental relationships aren't flawless but we made it work. I'd have preferred to stay with them but I guess that's not going to happen for now. I will also miss the comfy lifestyle of playing video games and browsing here, cooking, visiting my cousins etc. I also feel kind of disassociated by the whole thing. My advisors/tutors keep sending these e-mails with smiley faces at the end as if there's anything to be happy about.
I understand some of these feelings are not the most unique. But I feel people are usually upset about things like not having a gf or not having an exciting life etc. while I'm upset about not having a mundane life in my parents' house.
Usually when I write things down it helps but this time didn't. Maybe it'll pass in time.