/lit/ - Literature

I've been sexually abused twice in my life, it led me to be hypersexual when I was young, still now.
I never told anyone, when I walked in on my brother fucking my babysitter once. I was a good sport and kept quiet about it for a lot of years. About this, I never told anyone.

One was by this older guy, I don't remember my age but it had to do with my swimming classes, there was a building where people would change and a very tight gap below this building, on the outside. I was there and this guy was rubbing my genitals and just touching my chest.

The other one was a quick thing where a girl, 17, I think I was 11 or 12, I don't think about the past that much incited me to play with her boobs and a gave me a kiss.

What do I do with this information? I forget and remember thede two things on and off.
I think I was a bit older on the second one