/lit/ - Literature

So I had a therapists appointment again today. We sat down and went point by point through the DSM. As the hour long session come to a close, the therapist told me that I meet the criteria for diagnosis of both body dysmporphia and gender dyshoria. I hadn't been feeling this way for about a week, but he thought that it was worth the effort to really hone in on what's bothering me. He said I could just be "non-binary" which I don't disagree with because I don't like being a male, but wouldn't want to be a female either. Sometimes I wonder if I wouldn't care about all of this if I didn't know you could actually change your body. I'm pretty maculinized at this point so I don't know if there is much left to do. I wish I was just an angel really, perfectly androgynous and beautiful without all of the trouble of having a sex or a gender.