/lit/ - Literature

The more I interact with forms of fiction (literature, anime, etc) the more I feel cheated out of life. It has been seeming more of the case to me lately that civilizations and people only live in order to create great art and literature, the most sublime and beautiful life and reality. I've been suffering more and more because of my inability to meet with fictional characters and live inside these forms of fiction and feel crushed whenever I finish anything. My indifference for reality has turned into contempt and hatred. I have become bored to death and sick of living and have been minimalizing all gestures and movements I make out of my weariness. I sense all the small hopes and ambitions of the people around me and am filled with disdain as everything that pertains to the real world is unaesthetic and plebian. Literature four this feel?

>about anxiety
>about technology
>about suicide
>about philosophy
>about maths
>about life in general
>about my future plans
>about the very situations in which i write
And so on and so on. It is sort of like psychotherapy but instead of talking to a person I talk to my notebook with my pen.

I have a sick desire for I don't know what and it is killing me I can't take it. I have become sick of living I want to leave this boring life behind but at the same time I want to be every where and everything. Literature 4 this feel?

>commissar found the bread

>>12882388
I legitimately have zero idea what the fuck they are even complaining about.
>it's not about YOU
are they saying you be Greek to be able to have it as your favourite or are they saying that they don't care about what white people think about literature. Help me out here.

>OHH YEAAA FUCKING SCIENCE I FUCKING LOVE SCIENCE
>DUUUDE WHAT YOU ARE A LITERATURE MAJOR? LOL THAT IS FUCKING USELESS BRO A WASTE OF TIME LMAO
>LIKE DUDE WHY DO YOU EVEN READ THIS STUFF LOL I CAN'T RELATE TO ANY OF THIS AND LITERALLY NOTHING HAPPENS IN THE PLOT HAHA
>SWITCH TO CS BRO SCIENCE IS THE GOAT
>FUCKING SCIENCE

>>12225480
it's LITERALLY just like one of my Japanese animes.

I'm incredibly paranoid that everything that goes wrong in my life is because of some kind of cosmic punishment or karma because of something bad I did

I have a rapid moodswings and I'm terrified that it's indicative of something serious.