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I'd like to preface this to stating that I was never a violent or "edgy" individual. I was a straitlaced, student council president guy at the time. I did a lot of volunteer work where I worked with homeless people. This was back in 2017, I was going through so inner psychological issues and I felt a very strong disgust and hatred for random people. My vision was pulsating and I kept ripping out my hair while hiding in my room. To alleviate this, at around 3-4am I took the train into London and brought pic related. Walked around with my hood up until I found a homeless guy (you recognize them by piles of clothing and garbage) sleeping behind one of those abandoned stores along the main roads and walked up to him sleeping. Stabbed it into his neck near the back in order to sever the spinal cord. He was some black old guy. He didn't wake up, some anons suggested that him not waking was a result of him being on drugs which makes sense. The second guy was some arab looking guy probably around 40. He was sleeping under a large bridge, he was sitting up so I thought he was awake at first so I tried to talk with him. He was actually asleep so I jabbed the knife under his jaw at an upward angle. He did open his eyes briefly, I wasn't sure if he made any noise since the water from under bridge was loud. I don't want to seem evil but the feeling was euphoric. Killing is wrong of course but the way it made me felt justifies it to me in this instance. There's no real risk in killing homeless people as long as you keep an eye out for cameras, even then it wouldn't matter, which is why i sometimes like to get it off my chest. I don't condone it but I can't help but recommend it if it's something you've never experienced.