/lit/ - Literature

Disco Elysium is already written like a screenplay, isn't it? I have to kill myself. I hate Robert Kurvitz, I want to rape him and eat him, cum in his corpse.
>>20890324
I already have that.

Literature to make me fall in love with death and dying? Push me towards it?
I've read The Denial of Death, Mishima (also watched the film, which is a huge inspiration) and some Conspiracy against the human race.
But I still can't overcome my dear of death, I hate life yes, but I fear death and oblivion way more so I can't do it.

>>20792837
RPG, lots of focus into idiosyncracies.
I'm very busy with coding, work, graphics, I do read and a lot but I can't.
Idrally the game shouldn't have a single text that's not UI or dialogue. Extremely naturalistic.

>>20785584
40-50 is the perfect age on a woman.
How can I become a good writer?

Writing requires meaningful thoughts, complexity of mind, resolve and talent.
I can reason, mere mimicry of a person but I know I think.
I am not complex enough to write and be good at it, I wanted to do this. I read, so why can't I write?

If it's all bullshit and there's only willpower, then I am clearly too basi and stupid to do it, I wasted my life, I'll kill myaelf in 4 months.
I hate myself my life my parents 22 years of waiting and nothing came out of it, I have the same level of legacy as the day I was born, nothing.