/lit/ - Literature

>>21313339
Well I'm addicted to tranny porn and sex with them. Addicted to Grindr app too. The first step is admitting you have a problem. I wonder often if I'll ever be worth a real woman's touch again, which is insane, because I've had women who want to be with me despite knowing my issues. I jacked off three times today. I'm 24 and I'm worse at talking to girls now than I was when I was 18 and I hadn't been doing this shit regularly for 4 years. Thank God I have a decent resume, a good physique and face, and my family doesn't know (or at least hasn't made any gay jokes at my expense in 4 years). I don't really know what the right way to deal with this is. Religion hasn't worked but I haven't put the real work in either. Some of the occult shit in books like Prometheus Rising is starting to sound like an appealing option and I'm worried I'm being led down an even worse path than I've been on. Crazy shit man!