/lit/ - Literature

>>8522615

>Do you masturbate to something even if that something looks pure and holy?

Yeah. It's just I imagine less depraved things. When I was a schoolboy I wouldn't subject the the girls I was most devoted to to the same kind of treatment the others received in my fantasies. I was a sick fuck, the first thing I ever remember masturbating to was the idea of being a modern-day gestapo agent and abusing female prisoners. I didn't even know how to fap, I just thought about this idea fondly and one night I touched my penis almost by accident and some weird goop shot out. Little rapist, my god.

But Beatrice I would sweetly caress and lay down gently. I've closed the gap a fair bit since age 12 but the tendency remains.