/lit/ - Literature

I'm intelligent, I'm handsome, and I've got a mother who loves me. Despite all of this... at the end of my life, I know I'll be unhappy. All I've ever wanted was a wife and kids. I want to have a legacy. I want to carry on the name of my family. I know I'll never have a family. I simply cannot have a family of my own. I was cursed. I'm a homosexual, and I'm deeply ashamed. I was molested as a child, and I started consuming pornography at a very young age. My mind was tainted... I want to make love to a woman so desperately, but I just can't. The Lord has taken away what I desire the most, and I feel like such fool.

as you get older you'll only drift further from that shore

>>12802722
Main character in his young 20s in a populated city comes across people are in need of help. Think of those gta4 side missions with friends) He gives them advice and opens a perspective for them. (He somehow has this kind of wisdom for a 20 something year old which is pretty unrealistic) but he makes their day better and hopefully the rest of their life better. Some of the problems the people he comes across with are pretty trivial and some are extremely serious. An example would be of a young kid he sees skipping school and sleeping on the train. He tries to understand the kid's situation and tries to see what he can do for him.

It will cut to a point in the future where the main character is older (40's) but he's not the extremely kind and angelic being from his 20's. He has a broken jaw where he needs a metal plate to keep one side together and a blind dilated eye from an accident he went through trying to help someone back then. He often reflects on the past when he's with his kids or when he sees something that triggers a memory.

I'm doing it for the wrong reasons though since I want it to be picked up by Netflix where Adam Driver is the older main character because I actually look like a younger him. That's pretty much the only reason I came up with it. I'm pretty far from refining the idea I have.