/lit/ - Literature

I want to move out to live on my own but don't have the courage. Besides seeking better job prospects, my main goal is that by doing so I can grow and be a mature person, which I doubt is a silly and naive view. I fucking despise living with my parents but there is a lingering feeling in me that I need to prepare more before going out. I'm scared that I may not survive this harsh world on my own. I've made a lot of terrible choices due to my stupidity, one of which was going for an art major. That useless degree lead me to the current situation where I'm struggling to find a job. Therefore, moving out now could means starving if that perceived job prospect eventually turns out to be false, another wrong choice made by me, ofc. I hate myself the most for not ever making a good choice in life.