/lit/ - Literature

>>12241751
Tried meds, just numbed me out and made me into even more of a zombie. Tried therapy, couldn't make any progress because talking to someone is way too hard. Better to accept who you are and live alone. I've been looking into ways to become a hermit, because for me its that or suicide, day to day life waging away in an environment that is pure agony for me is something I can only tolerate for a few decades at best. I wish I had started looking into this pursuit sooner.