/lit/ - Literature

>>10811485
No I'm critical because I seen dumpy lil hoes that KHVs fawn over like her in person and they look actually ill

>>10759444
I like working. Contrast to leisure is necessary for me to appreciate leisure. If it's sunny all the time I will stop caring for the sun, finding all sorts of inconveniences about it.
>im tired of covering my eyes
>my skin hurts
>i cant stop sweating
>id take off my shirt but that would make it worse
If it rains for a few days and then I see the sun, it is a welcome face because it was contrasted by something opposite of it. That is all to say, when I have more than a few days off at a time, I come to find the very experience fruitless and go stir crazy about all the things I supposedly felt that I enjoyed previous to that moment.
>Reading?
>I don't want to read, I spent all yesterday reading, and the day before that, and the day before that
>I can't enjoy anything anymore!

"You will never represent, Raphael, a young girl's erotic dream. You have to resign yourself to the inevitable; such things are not for you.
The sexual failure you have known since your adolescence, Raphael, the frustration that has followed you since the age of thirteen, will leave their inedible mark.
Even supposing that you might have women in the future - which in all frankness I doubt - this will not be enough.
You will always be an orphan to those adolescent loves you never knew. In you the wound is already deep; it will get deeper and deeper.
An atrocious, unremitting bitterness will end up gripping your heart. For you there will be no neither redemption or deliverance"

How do I live a life without romance? I was able to ride the absurdist wave for about 6
months after reading The Stranger, but now depression and desperation caused by the desire for romance is overwhelming again.