/lit/ - Literature

>>17663368
They're not. You're emotionally stunted and relate more to a teenage girl than an adult woman. The latter intimidate you because they see you for what you are. A younger woman, you may be able to trick, or at least be on stable footing with them. These asian prostitutes, who happen to sing and dance on stage, look and behave like teenagers. You think they are vulnerable and stupid and that they won't judge you or hold you to a reasonable standard. This way, you think you might be able to get a sexual partner and avoid the crucible of growing up and becoming responsible. You could trick society into thinking you have attributes which you do not, through your sexual and romantic association with a female. Maybe you could even trick yourself. If the naive asian teenager accepted you, maybe you wouldn't be the unaccomplished, immature and undisciplined person that the rest of the world tells you that you are. Maybe reality is wrong and the asian girl's plastic smile is correct. But of course this wouldn't happen, and besides, a real woman is too intimidating in all regards. Years of cognitive dissonance, onanism, and Japanese cartoons have prepared you for the final answer: a VTuber girlfriend. But even she seems too perfect. In the back of your mind, the question lingers: are you really worthy?

>>17655983
Realise how much power it has over you. It is like a demon feeding on you, and you are possessed. It's a pathetic way to expend your precious energy. It has to end.