/lit/ - Literature

My dog won’t let me read he keeps making me pet him. Wat do?

I honestly don't know what the fuck is going on with my life anymore. I don't feel in control at all. Some big tragedy or news get to me every now and then just for them to be fixed all of a sudden without me doing anything. I don't know if this is a higher force or pure chance keeping me well to provide me a revelation or fulfill a purpose that I have no yet got to.

I currently have a girlfriend I don't really want to be with, but still love dearly for some inexplicable reason. I can't muster up the strength to leave her to go see if someone else is better suited for me. She already expressed numerous times that she want's to get married to me, and says i'm her dream man or whatever the fuck.