/lit/ - Literature

>>20249882
I have a crush on my cousin's wife. She's 30 (he's 33), I'm 21. I don't know if it's a crush or "puppy love", if that makes sense. She is just my ideal of a "classy/high value woman", very aristocratic in a way. I don't want to have sex with her, just want her affection, like a pat on the head from her or something. Can anyone relate or give advice? Should I clamp down on these feelings and if so how? We only see each other like once or twice a year, and we met up a few days ago and since then I've been thinking these thoughts.