/lit/ - Literature

>>20699977
To put it in a way that doesn't expose the whole plot:
>A "pure" but amoral and violent being gradually develops human flaws and "falls" from a sort of grace, becoming an equally terrifying being capable of things like pride and hatred.
>It also, much too late, learns the value of people and comes to understand emotional pain, allowing it to finally understand its creators and the reason for its existence.
>Then, out of guilt but also its core desire to perform its duty, it does 9/11 times a million and God thanks it for its service by adjusting another universe so that it will develop again, but experience a different life and destiny where it can become more than a tool for killing. This may or may not be because I want to hook the book in to the plot of a different novel I've written because a version of this protagonist was a side character in that novel.
That last plot point is a bit crazy but it makes sense in context. No I'm not going to provide the context.

>What psychedelics or mind altering substances do you consume?
>has it affected your reading abilites? How?
>do you ever read while tripping?
Thinking of microdosing some shrooms to see if it has a possitive impact on my reading skills and general cognitive abilities

>>20103653
>Take your meds