/lit/ - Literature

>>21285479
If you really wanted to kys, you would put your will to use and just fucking do it. My friend took knives when he was like fucking 14 because a "girlfriend" left him and stuck the knives into his neck, messy fucking suicide but got the job done. Amazing strength of will, can you imagine, 14 and the fucking guy shoves knives into his neck.

As for me, the idea of suicide and thinking "what if" helped carry me over some bad nights. It was always an affirmation more than anything, that I am in control, I am here out of my own volition currently, and I can just check out. Now, a very selfish thought, but it carried me over the bad nights.