/lit/ - Literature

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>>7799286
>try to write any story at all
>end up with random philosophical contractions and how they can all work together in my mind perfectly while simultaneously making me feel confused and frustrated at how wholly contradictory they are
>write like 2 sentences that span 6 pages
>barely starched the surface
>can't follow what I wrote
>every line of thought sends me in a different direction
>Think way faster than I type so words are missing or I'll do things like write "can" in place of "can't"
>fell physically disgusted by how sloppy and unorganized my writing is
>give up on it

Every single time. I just want to get my thoughts down to share with people. I feel so alone. I'm even worse at talking to people about it.