/lit/ - Literature

>>11912965
Hello there, Self.

>>11351490
I know that this is probably just bait but I still feel an incredible urge to respond to it.

I cannot imagine paying a woman $150 to do something that requires virtually no effort on her part as a means to happiness. I have a huge problem with the fact that I idealize the concept of women and trying to get over the idea that I'll never actually be able to 'deserve' being with a woman; I cope with that evergnawing fear of unavoidable romantic failure by telling myself that "women are just people and somewhere out there there is a woman who has similar fears and inadequacies as me and that somehow, on a human level, I could make her happy." I think that on some level I really might believe this but the idea of paying a woman $150 to do something that requires virtually no effort on her part simply because she is has some ætherial but undeniably real feminine essence shatters my fantasy of sexual equality and reveals the eldritch filter through which I honestly view the world and myself. I wish I could actually see women as people. I don't hate Women because they have the ability make me feel this way. I don't hate You because you claim to have done this. I hate myself because I could imagine doing this and this post made me think about that a lot more than I would have liked to today. I really wish I couldn't understand the desire to do that.

Sorry for the edgy blog post and shitty writing but for some reason your post really got to me.

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>>10112957
Yeah read Foucault

>>10103743
Une Classic

>>9536299
>>9536348
>>9537624
>>9537725
DEGENERACY