/lit/ - Literature

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>>17949585
How can I change that? How can I say okay their admiration of my "knowledge" (yeah I know that I know nothing blabla) is nothing to be proud of. Also my parents always used to compare me to others and they do it to this day regularly. For example, my cousins in my home country are med students and I have to listen to that on an almost daily level kek. Besides that I haven't done anything special in years. University I've got no discipline for, technically I should be finished next year, but God only knows when I'll finish. Btw Dostoevsky literally made me more human. I'm still kinda egocentric but trough Aljoscha I try to be more empathic :') I feel like a shizoposter but I am actually fine thanks to God the almighty

>>17748044
>Mother died today