/lit/ - Literature

>Be 20
>Rage, drink myself into blackout, text all my friends call them cunts and threaten to kill them, but really I don't even remember sending it.
>They take it seriously and report me, have pending charges for criminal threatening
>Forced to see psychiatrist and therapist, forced on meds
>No gf, no school, currently unemployed
>Parents say they dont know if theyll ever support me going into school, also threatening to have me hospitalized
>Missing out on the best time of my life, losing friends fast and without school
>So much free time, spend all of it thinking about how badly I blackout text has fucked up my life
>Tfw miserable fucking NEET
>Is there even a reason to live anymore?
>finally read nietzsche and i literally find out i've been lied to the whole time, everything isn't meaningless, fall out of despair
>In college, lots of friends, 8/10 gf, solid grades, life is good