/lit/ - Literature

>>17261975
How does the science pill lead to this realization?
Spell it out for me play by play because I've taken the science pill myself and feel no such thing, nor do I have any mushy hyperindividualist sense of "you decide the meaning!" Or any such retarded millennial nonsense.

>>15460524
i miss the gym. the gym is one of the few places where you can make easily discernible progress. you follow instructions, put in the work, put in the time, and like a magical machine, it spits out results. how many other areas of life can you confidently say "for sure, just put in the time and effort, and youll receive proportional results"
this stands in stark contrast to the complexity and randomness of real life where often times i find myself walking aimlessly in a dense fog, hoping that im going the right direction, but ultimately unsure.
and in regards to the arbitrariness of life, the randomness, i guess fat fuck Soprano kinda sums it up:
>"youre born into this shit. you are who you are. why the fuck arent i making pots in Peur?"

the pillars holding up my previous world view has come crashing down, and now i am left without a clue. it is both freeing and intimidating. there is some comfort to be found in the older times when everything simply came down to God; assuming you dodge the plague, avoid the Inquisition, and aren't born a serf.

i think i would have an easier time trudging forward, rolling the stone again and again, if i werent so heavily in debt. at least i can comfort myself knowing i can retire early, and the cross the bridge of "what the fuck do i do" bridge then.
i took an ill-considered gamble. i hold all responsibility for my poorly made financial choices. but godamn does the debt weigh heavy, and working a low-paying job doesnt make it any better.

perhaps it is better to leave humanity behind.

Confirmed for reading makes me feel happy

>>4945623

I should've expected it.