/lit/ - Literature

>dropped out to become a writer
>read 4chan, watch youtube, play vidya all day
>actually come to think books are somehow useless, instead want to move inna woods and drop out of society completely
>have no human contact so dont know if i am actually becoming insane, last time talked to human was months ago
>diary entries are becoming crazier and shorter by the day, sometimes only fragments of text
>question my sanity
>question absolute state of normies, covid mandates everywhere, dystopia unfolding
>am sure im on the right side again, not participating in this shitshow
>realize i have no future in this society
>start questioning me again, think about move inna woods again
>proceed to watch youtube and play vidya, sometimes scribble in diary

what the fuck, what do i do, any anons know this feel? i wanted to become writer but now just becoming kinda insane