/lit/ - Literature

>Woolston LARPer is now a resident poster

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>be Stacy, MFA
>write 300 page long blogpost about abusing antidepressants beause Chad is ghosting you even though you gave him a rimjob on second date
>THIS SAYS A LOT ABOUT OUR SOCIETY
>bask in critical acclaim and commercial success

>>20898196
You WILL eat this shit until you die or else
You WILL cope with ancient desert fables
You WILL be thankful for this life or else

Finding out that my whole existence is a naive, crumbling delusion. Possibly a post-mortem dream after some fatal accident. This was revealed to me during a mushroom trip and I've never fully recovered in many years afterwards.

>>20338789
>Scorpio Ascendant
>People with Scorpio on the Ascendant need to fight against dark and destructive power in their life. For some, this power can also come from within, in the form of jealousy, envy or lust for power. The dark and hidden things in the soul must come out. It can be reflected in artwork, for example.

What the fuck bros, that's LITERALLY me. The only drive in my life is to sublimate inner pain and darkness into fiction. Have women been right all along?

It's over

>>20165991
I know multiple catholic girls who weren't allowed to read or see Harry Potter but were already having sex at 15. Really makes you think.

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>>19867137
>I'm simply a massive retard who lost all social connection and skills
Same
>and I know it's fucking over
It is

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None of these are me, don't listen to them

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The real OP here, back from crying and making dinner. The act i committed... *gulp*, it was far more severe than you can imagine... heinous, irredeemable; I debased myself to the most horrendous, evil, deranged behavior a villainous monster can descend to. Violating human rights; Succumbing to sadism, hate, and predation... I hate myself now... i truly want to die... even Christ could not redeem me now...

I... slowly got close and intimate to a cute, amazing girl, she was everything i always wanted in a gf... like a dream come true, she was so smart, she was so cool, she had the same interests as me. But, ok, and this is where it gets hard to type out, sickening just reflecting back on the horror... To contextualize my crime and how i committed it, the place we first met was Discord, and in a call she revealed herself to actually be an autistic man in makeup and a dress; Angered and shocked in the heat of the moment, i told her: You will never be a woman. You have no womb, you have no ovaries, you have no eggs. You are a homosexual man twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.

All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.

Men are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even trannies who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a man. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk guy home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected axe wound.

You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.

Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a man is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably male.

This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.

>>19204841
it is one of the better adaptions

post novels with only one character

rec me the most gruesome, blackpilled, all-hope-is-gone book on war, specifically firsthand. reporters, soldiers, civilians, doesn't matter. do your worst

I've read the occasional philosopher here and there (and found a few interesting, including Weininger, Nietzsche, Michelstädter, Reich, Evola and others), but have never had a really solid knowledge of the field.

Recently I tried to get into it more seriously, but I'm just unable to do it.

>try to start with the Greeks and progress chronologically
>need to wade through endless stuff I don't give a shit about, like scholastics and Descartes

>try to read specific stuff that seems interesting, like Heidegger
>turns out I'm supposed to read all of Western philosophy untranslated to get it

>read something relevant to modern academia, like Deleuze
>it's hundreds of pages of fart-sniffing, only to get to some retarded inapplicable conclusion

>read this or that influential author
>find major flaws
>can't argue with the author himself, obviously
>he's super influential, so I have to either suck it up or discard a huge amount of other stuff

How do I get out of this? Am I doomed to stay forever a midwit?

What are some good nihilistic works of fiction?

>>18018540
>I have nothing but my sorrow and I want nothing more.
I know this feel

>arms akimbo

>>17642251
>They didn’t die
Didn't they? Are you sure?

>tfw it's the Grand Inquisitor part of The Brothers Karamazov
Bros...

books that will help me stop wasting my time on pol and help me with to focus on important things like my studies?

I waste countless hours on that dumpsterfire of a board and feel absolute terrible afterwards
complete lockdown in my country so Im also trapped at home

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But I'm feeling so tired today.

books that will help me stop wasting my time on pol and help me with to focus on important things like my studies?

I waste countless hours on that dumpsterfire of a board and feel absolute terrible afterwards
complete lockdown in my country so Im also trapped at home