/lit/ - Literature

>no qualifications
>bad at getting close to people, its usually only a few months in any new environment before my facade wears thin and people start to make fun of our outright dislike me
>bad at holding down jobs as a result
>the only way I can escape the life of wage slavery is by becoming a writer
>been a neet on welfare for the past 3 months
>used to try and write 700+ words a day, then 500, now im lucky if I can get 200
>motivation is slowly draining away even though I'll be forced to go back into work sooner or later
>I've only got 30k words down, im planning on my book being ~100k, and it's going to need a shitload of editing

I have nothing to do all day, and I still never spend more than one hour writing. I wish I could be more motivated, but honestly, the fact that I've even come so far is a miracle by itself.