/lit/ - Literature

> In library
> Have to take a dump
> Sees girl with friends sitting right outside bathroom
> Girl very hot, so don't want to make it known I'm pooping by being in there too long
> Keeps going to the hallway before the bathroom to see if she is gone or alone, so I could poop or fuck.
> She does neither.
> Does this on and off for about 6 hours
> Finally it closes and I don't get a chance to talk to her
> Anticipating getting home and fapping and pooping
> Cums and poops immediately as I enter my apartment and then become immediately disgusted with myself.
> Gets mad that the girl I'm dating never made me lust that hard and then realized I was texting her all day.
> This happened once before on the train and I got the girls attention through gesticulations, but I couldn't imagine saying anything after that, so I froze and pretended to read my book.
> Sends another girl one of my short stories and she calls me misogynistic and says I haven't addressed white privilege properly. Tells her I wanted to right an existential novel. Existentialism is just an excuse for white privilege she says.
> Mom then calls me very upset because she doesn't like my job, but she doesn't even know what my job is. Immediately isn't mad and is clear she was trying to manipulate, but not sure what for?
> Girlfriend mad at me for being boring.
> She'll probably break-up with me.
> Think about girl on the train
> Thinks about another girl who wrote me a love letter
> Thinks about another girl who was in love with me, but I didn't make a move until it was too late.
Should you date a girl that is well-read or not?

Posted on sci too, not sure where this should go.
> Be me, just graduates.
> 2.6/2.7 GPA as a math major, no internships, no projects, no will to live. Luckily, I went to a somewhat respectable university.
> Applies for software engineering job at Amazon, some junior executive position at JP Morgan (My uncle works there and I'm ethnically Jewish, so maybe nepotism will work in my favor as pol says) as a long shot
> Rejected from JP Morgan within 30 minutes. Amazon asks for an interview in several weeks.
> Fuck I can't code at all.
> Tries to learn Java. Buys Crack the Coding Interview.
> "Amazon will not request interview with bad resume which means a bad gpa, no projects, and no internships."
> What is this lady talking about?
> "Study 9-12 months, build web apps in spare time, and just code." Ok Lady
> Decides to look at solutions and then go from there.
> Spends 45 minutes typing at a code and trying to understand it line by line. Intellj won't process because of some bullshit era. 2 hours trying to fix era. Decides to just watch Programming with Mosh. Gets bored, so goes on 4chan.
> Wishes I could go back into Academia and that I took my math classes more seriously.
> Realize I'm too autistic to work in finance/have no desire to socialize and what not and grades too bad for grad school, so my only option is to learn Java.
> Cracking Code bitch wants coding to be more like finance in that sense.
> Will have to try and fail again tomorrow.
> Communist "friend" complains that as a cashier he doesn't get paid enough. Young Software engineers have to go through this shit and get paid nothing compared to rich executive and stockholders.
> Thinks about human prosperity.
> Main purpose of Amazon and such companies is to provide comfort to the common man
> Capitalism reduces great men to salesman, dopamine enablers, and babysitters.
> Thinks about Nietzsche
Are we the last men, and if not how would we go about genuine exploration in the name of science? Would be put more funding into space exploration or robots? How is this reconcilable with the Unabomber/Heidegger/Ellul? I’d say I’m anti-consumerist technology, but view space exploration as the next logical step in bringing exploration/mystique into the world.

> Gibbon described the Jews as "a race of fanatics, whose dire and credulous superstition seemed to render them the implacable enemies not only of the Roman government, but also of humankind"

Why are commifags on here the biggest cowards? Why do they refuse to acknowledge that great writers such as Gibbon, Dosto, Thucydides, and Celine, etc. had pol-esque opinions on other races? I can't wait to hear the retarded 'science' rebuttals.