/lit/ - Literature

I grew up in a very tight knit religious community. Basically all white, working class. Good people. Left because a single jew wormed himself into it and ruined the whole thing.

Been outside in the "secular" world for almost a year now and I wish I could go back. It's so lonely and isolating out here. Work doesn't matter even tho it pays well, no family, friends, no joy. Just grey soviet capitalism.

I'm not in danger of being homeless, but I can't cope without drugs now.

A literal doomsday cult had less gaslighting and thought control than basic american culture. I want to get the fuck out of this shit country