/lit/ - Literature

AAAAAAAAAAA
Im sick of reading Daenerys chapters

>What if we just turned the entirety of the West into a strictly materialist neofeudal technocracy ruled over by psychopathic Jews? It's the only way to defeat the Cathedral, after all.

Haha. Yeah. Based and redpilled.

Can't wait.

It doesn't matter what I do, where I go, what I see, I always return to the one constant universal truth of this world and it is this.
Existence is suffering. That's all there is to it. The whole thing.
And there is no philosophy, no religion, no science, no book, no person, no art, no profession, no way of life capable of solving, coping with, or understanding it.
The notion that death may be the end of it, not even that cold comfort is permitted to you.

>was born catholic.
>never took it seriously.
>few of the older family members start to die
>have mental illness
>get reminded of death and how I can die at any given time.
>try to take spiritual faith seriously because I do not know anything.
>try to accept Christ.

>20 Granted. But they were broken off because of unbelief, and you stand by faith. Do not be arrogant, but tremble. 21 For if God did not spare the natural branches, he will not spare you either.

>4 It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, 5 who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age 6 and who have fallen[a] away, to be brought back to repentance. To their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting him to public disgrace.

>26 If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, 27 but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God. 28 Anyone who rejected the law of Moses died without mercy on the testimony of two or three witnesses. 29 How much more severely do you think someone deserves to be punished who has trampled the Son of God underfoot, who has treated as an unholy thing the blood of the covenant that sanctified them, and who has insulted the Spirit of grace? 30 For we know him who said, “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,”[a] and again, “The Lord will judge his people.”[b] 31 It is a dreadful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.

>Once saved always saved is a meme.
>every man sins.
>I will without a doubt sin in the future.
>tfw damned.
HOW DO I COPE!

>>16903558
This thread makes me miss my dad

>Why yes, I'm reading Journey to the End of the Night, how could you tell?

My body is falling apart faster than my mind now
Every day I look in the mirror and hate more and more what I see
Every year the hope that things will ever get better dwindles a little more
I live only in spite of myself now

>>14598206
Jesus christ... literally Fantine tier...

what are some books about selfhatred? or a self hating protagonist?

>>13491443
i live alone. Who am i kidding, who the fuck would see my dream journal?

what are some literature to cope with being lonely and anhedonic? no, i'm not looking for /r9k/ literature, i'm past that stage, which's denial masked as 'acceptance' or 'rage'. i'm not looking to identify with the main character but maybe try to see a glimmer of hope.

>>13064906

>tfw you'll never be this perfect at writing and it makes you want to just kill yourself to save the world from suffering your mediocrity

It all ends anons... all my love for her... it all goes away one day

>tfw i have never talked to a female ever
>never approached anyone
>no woman has ever shown any kind of interest in me
>any time i like a girl i simply avoid her
>for some reason, i'm still a virgin even though i'm 27
books for this feel?

Is being a failure again and again at everything you do, /lit/? What are some books for this feel? And i mean total failure. Not someone like in No Longer Human where he's just an unlucky CHAD. I'm thinking more of an extreme version of Notes From The Underground.

>Child genius
>unironically 150 iq
>constantly praised and spoiled by school and parents
>also severe ADHD
>mental pressure turned me toxic making me an unlikable unapproachable abrasive asshole with no close friends who became known to have violent outbursts
>self-esteem and self worth all ride on academics
>despite having some of the best grades in the country get declined from Oxford
>pushes me over the edge
>isolate myself and turn down the scholarships from my other options out of dejection
>become a paranoid shut-in that does nothing but wish for death
I think i might reapply next year if don't kill myself; i literally had nothing but being smart and now that's gone

What are some of the most blackpilled and depressing pieces of fiction in existence. Something life-changing is going to happen (for me) in ten months and I have some hope that it won't happen.

Cynicism and nihilism are what everyone turns to at one point or another. Sooner or later, you'll become a nihilist and a cynic, no matter how idealistic you are, no matter how many delusions and fake trappings you use to convince yourself that life isn't terrible. Worse still, once you become a nihilist and a cynic, you can never go back to being anything else. You may feel for a few moments like you can change your mindset, that life IS going to get better, but those are just brief lapses in suffering, you'll turn around soon enough. if you don't believe me, just look at the elderly. Why are they always so bitter and miserable? because they already went through that process.

Deaden your emotions. Become taciturn to the point that cutting yourself doesn't hurt anymore