/lit/ - Literature

>>17631635
>>17631656
You all sound very unsympathetic.

I don't want to fuck. I'm a volcel. I've had my chances to have sex and I've actively turned them down. If I just wanted to fuck I'd pick up the girls I pretty easily encounter at bars (even during COVID), or I'd just hire a hooker, of which there are plenty in the places where I go. But that's not what I want. I want to get married and have a family and have a love that never dies. I want to have tons of kids and be married to my wife until the day we both die. I want a love that is everlasting, and a woman who I can know as my other self. I want a woman who I know better than she knows herself, and I want her, in turn, to know me better than I know myself. I want an immortal beloved.