/lit/ - Literature

I realised that immortality is impossible :((
Post
1. books that cope with mortality
2. books about what to live for
3. books about how to find meaning if all is temporary
No religilarp please. If you don't agree with me that's fine but still post books that hit my mark.

I believe in an uncreated God who exists outside the universe. I do not know if this is the God of the Christians, Jews, Muslims, American Indians, Hindus, etcetc. I pray to a God that I do not know. Every religion has its holy text proclaiming their religion to be the sole truth with miracles and other supernatural proofs to bring in followers. If I choose the wrong one I will send up in the correct religion's version of hell. I do not even know if this God hears my prayers of I do not follow the correct religion, but I have no way of knowing which is correct. I am damned.

not sure if you guys can help me but i want to write In my journal but i don't want my family or friends to be able to read it . To prevent them from looking at my notes i made my own writing system mix with made up symbols, Japanese and a modification of the English grammar . I realize that i was not able to read my notes. I can effortlessly write my idea but reading take effort .so i learn a language (German) to write my notes but i realize some fag can google translate my writing to get a jest of what i am saying .
before you ask " why do you care if someone reads your journal " I don't want them to think I am crazy cause my ideas focus on human nature and suicide

The language i need is one that is

> not a latin script
> indo-European ( cause I assume my idea will be easily translated )

The option i have for know is Russian , Greek , Farsi

https://www.strawpoll.me/18847342

tell me if there is a hidden 4 option