/lit/ - Literature

>>16102174
I cannot concerntrate on anything, ever, my mind is scattershot, and the thing is; i know what im doing, ive been me for some time now im used to it im almost completely aware of all my faults and the hatred i bear for them, but for some reason my unconcious mind dictates everything while my concious mind struggles against it like a stubborn bull rampaging in my head.

Its very hard to think, its exhausting to think, and they arent productive thoughts they're often just me hating myself or questioning what I do and it tangents out into an existential like problem of why am i here, what am i going to amont to being all the time, i wake up one day and im now almost 27 achieved fucking nothing and im stuck inside my room 24/7 because of fucking covid lockdowns.

This is not good.
I fear for where my mind will be in a few weeks, I must practice more meditation.

>>11664600
His whole shtick is trying to bring people to the surface.

>>11664544
G-dposters really need to be eradicated