/lit/ - Literature

any books on how to seize the day

>>21794956
the only thing that gives me happiness is hating on pit bulls

>>21624707
okay I'm scared now I'll leave this thread

>tfw you can't write anything compelling since you've never experienced any traumatic event nor did you have chronic depression

I have always had a very low opinion of myself. I constantly scrutinize details about my personality and appearance. I'm not that ugly, my cock is somewhat large, I'm not a short little manlet, I used to be kind of fat but I work out and jog now so that's not really an issue. That said I am always asking myself questions like
>do I look weird right now?
>what should I do with my hands?
>did I really just say that?
>why can't I be normal?
Needless to say I'm uncomfortable around girls and dread new social situations. Are there any books that could help me get out of this frame of mind?

>tfw I will never truly be /lit/ because I never went to a top 10 university
>I will always just be a pseud and a poseur
How do you guys cope with this?

How does everyone read so fast? Everyone is reading like 40-60 pages an hour while I can only do 20. 10-15 for really hard books.

Are there any good /lit/ discords? I need friends. If your discord is full of /pol/ retards don't bother sending an invite.

I wish I was born a girl. Not being a tranny, trannies are disgusting mutilated men, I'm talking about being a real girl, born as one, grow up as one. I wish I could see life from the point of view of a girl.

What do you do when you are too depressed to read? I haven't read anything all week.

>>18534444
I have an exam on International Law on Tuesday

Goodnight frens :(

>>18095577
I'm a mix of Raskolnikov and Confessions of a Mask's Kochan

It feels impossible to soak myself in what I'm reading. Endless distractions, noises, diversions. Strategies to maintain focus for more than 20 pages/day?

>>17317882
>I want to stop having pathetic fantasies about people I’ve never met/ barely interacted with
I wonder what causes this. I've been like this since high school
>see pretty girl in class/at work/in public
>interact with her 3 or 4 times total
>never see her again
>think about her for months

Book on how to get a loving gf as a lonely introvert in 2020

Barely read one in my life,
Only documentaries.
How to start?
How to make it a Habit?
What's it like in /lit/ ?

My prospects for a self-inflicted death. I'm not going to kms soon but I may eventually do it somewhere in the near future now that I'm having these episodes of gloom coming out of nowhere which is then succeeded by memories and thoughts that brings nothing but sadness, it is certainly the cause for this strange amalgam of emotions that makes me want to grin ear to ear, laugh, cry, and shout angrily at the same time. My sole purpose for writing it down is so that no one would be too conclusive on their speculations on what made me kms and posit it as true. I don't want them to think that I killed myself for ridiculous reasons now don't I? I wish I could finish it before I commit sodoku out of impulse since these episodes gives me such a strong urge to do so, hopefully it won't get so strong that it would eventually outweigh my perseverance for self-preservation

>>16915651
Jannies BLEASE, Anons communicating in broken Chinese is relevant to a Go thread (which isn't really /lit/ TBQF).

>>16873780
It's terminal autism, isn't it?

>>16852374
Based. I wish I had a cute boy to kiss and cuddle with without being considered gay.

>>16817873
>/lit/ and /his/ GF
At this point I kind of ]want a gf that doesn't speak English. I want a language barrier gf.

>>16781257
>after reading it for the first time I felt hollow for a week or two
I didn't feel a damn thing. I was completely unsurprised at every turn he made. I felt more like he was just describing reality than revealing some unspeakable truth. Am I just autistic or?

>>16772288
Dated a Chinese-Canadian girl in my first year of uni. A few months in she did some schizo shit which caused me to break up with her. As I was breaking it off, she was sobbing and accusing me of leaving her for a white girl. I deduced that she had a major inferiority complex due to domineering Chinese immigrant parents and was "sticking it to them" by getting bleached. I think she probably ALSO liked me, but race was clearly a factor.