/lit/ - Literature

had phone interview for technical writing job for pcb manufacturing company. i have no real job experience and theyre still moving forward with it and i hope my stupid brain doesnt blank out on me like it does every time multiple pairs of expecting eyes are watching me hanging on my every word, its my ultimate weakness, speaking in front of others, not because i'm nervous but because i am infinitely aware that if i stop talking for a couple seconds it becomes more important to start talking, and then the more important it becomes the more dire the consequences are, and because i am consciously aware of it, i am not aware of what i am supposed to say, so i have to strictly follow a script in any presentation or else im done for

life is actally looking good for once
started cuittingg myself recently and i feel much better thanks
things are coming to a point in my life after over two deacdes of living inbetween worlds. i kept delaying it. avoid negative feedbakc loops with yourself just do it and make yourself as you are. the plot is important because it is the action that happens and everything else is secondary, especially sitting in your room all day getting to know yourself like "i did this because of this and i am doing this because such and such". you can cut right to the end and just do it that way its much quicker and now you're there

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