/lit/ - Literature

I think every time I fall for someone I become unhealthily obsessed. I'm no incel, I can get girls pretty decently, but I've fallen for someone maybe three times and this latest heartbreak is the worst by far. I've put up with being cucked, laughed at, shouted at, manipulated and I finally cut it off and blocked her last week. But the obsession rolls on and on and on. I'm writing a novel about her. Every waking moment is about her - I keep typing the word "woman" by accident when I try to type here. I am truly, truly obsessed with this cheating Chinese girl. There seems to be cosmic significance to everything she has ever said to me. Do I need psychiatric attention or what?