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I moved to moldova recently as an american, a month before i came i talked to this girl online and we fell in love, when i arrived we went on some dates and entered a relationship. I did not come for her but recently she got romanian citizenship which allows her to study in western europe, now she wants to move to sweden i guess this fall.
I want to break up with her now, theres no point in being in a doomed relationship when in one year we will break up, i love her alot but logically this is the best thing to do.

I want to stay and live here moldova, she wants to leave, its that simple.

I cried a couple times today because i dont want to do it, i even have thoughts of moving with her but i shut them out quickly and hate that i have them. I did not come here for her and i wont leave for her either and i fucking hate the west, i left for many many reasons.

Anyways i hope she isnt too mad, i implied i would do this and she called me lazy for wanting to stay in eastern europe and not make as much money as i can.

Part of me looks forward to getting another girlfriend i guess and cold approaching girls here in chisinau, but another part dreads finding a decent girl in the fucking mess that is the dating market but maybe this country is better, or worse, than america