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A woman cannot be a good life partner if she has take another man's penis.

At some point in the future, if i don't kill myself, i will need to start looking for a partner in life. How do i avoid wasting time on women who would obviously make terrible mates (non-virginal) so i don't become haggard and hateful? I'am not religious so going for the "church girl" isn't really an option as they would obviously be looking for a devote christian as well.

This is literally how I dress. This is literally me.

What's the next step of coping after you realise you will never be happy with your looks, heigh, thoughts, temperament etc. How do i structure my time to live at least a somewhat joyful life? To me this is a step forward but i don't know what step to take afterward.

>>13980692
I've read everything and I must say I see myself reflected on some things but I haven't had a life that fucked up.
The isolation thing really resonated with me. Once I ended up my pre uni studies (and I dropped out of uni later) I started hikking and ghosted the few irl acquaitances I had, and I also tend to dissappear for a long time even online. In fact I only speak with 3 people online, if at all. My isolation follows even online I guess. It seems so tiresome to meet new people and play the game all over again, when the chances are the other person won't accept you and you'll have to normify yourself if you want to keep the thing going. Why do that at all, it's meaningless and unneeded. I guess my needs are fed with anonymous short-term interaction in 4chan. No need for pleasantries, no need for introductions, no need to build and mantain anything, it's great honestly.

Advice:
-Never take antipsychotics, it's proven that they irreversibly damage the brain
-The kind of friendship/relationship you seek is not attainable in real life, it's best if you stop having standards so unrealistic about interpersonal relationships
-Accept life for what it is, you had a fucked up life up until this point, but you can also live another kind of life now, it's on you, we can't change the past, but we can change the future.
-Do not put that much value on relationships or you will be burned once it's time to let go, have reasonable expectations, most people are unreliable
-If I were you I would not use any meds or alcohol at all, I've had mental issues and I worked them out myself without seeing anyone and without taking any medications, while it is not fully cured it's perfectly livable compared to the past
-It is worth to live life, because you don't know what comes after it. Even if life is not what you want it to be or what you expect it to be, at least it's "something". You will die anyway, why not enjoy what little things please you now that you get the chance? It costs you nothing, it's free real estate. No need to suicide. You won't miss anything if you wait to die of old age. Death will always await you. But you certainly can miss on things if you abandon life so quickly.

I'm sure you heard these or variants many times and disregard them. I did too at one point. It doesn't matter that someone tells you this, once you realize it yourself it'll make sense and you'll see how much of a fool you were.

stoner, catch-22, the sun also rises, the old man and the sea, this way for the gas ladies and gentlemen, min kamp, kafka's letter to his father, some of salingers short stories, no longer human, my childhood (gorky), growth of the soil, terje vigen, skylark, some short story by sholokhov, the ice palace and prolly some more

>>12453173
i am a while ugly suburban nerd but i can assure you that this is not true.

>>12241740
tranny porn, zombie movies, ketchup on everything, scratching my balls and sniffing my fingers, adventure time, bukowski novels, entry level post-rock, lo-fi hip-hop, the moomins, studio ghibli, don rosa, frozen pizza, the list could go on

>Hate Julius Evola
>work at starbucks
>some trust fund kid with blue hair orders a double-cookie-cream mocha thing while yapping into her phone
>"and can you, like, make it fast this time? I've got so much to do today fml XD"
>when she gets her coffee she drinks half of it before handing it back
>says it's too bitter and she wants a new one
>can hardly contain my contempt
>my coworker sees me and comes over
> "Ιη many cases, one can see ίη the present critical phenomenon a kind of nemesis or rebound effect.[4] Although Ι cannot go into details here, it is the very forces that, ίη their time, were set to work against the previous, traditional European civilization that have rebounded against those who summoned them, sapping them ίη their turn and carrying to a further degree the general process of disintegration. This appears very clearly, for example, ίη the socioeconomic field, through the obvious relationship between the bourgeois revolution οί the Third Estate and the successive socialist and Marxist movements; through democracy and liberalism οη the one hand, and socialism οη the other. The first revolution simply prepared the way for the second, whereupon the latter, having let the bourgeoisie perform that function, aimed solely at
eradicating them. Everything that has come to predominate ίη the modern world is the exact antithesis οf any traditional type οf civilization. Circumstances make it increasingly unlikely that anyone, starting from the values οf Tradition (even assuming that one could still identify and adopt them), could take actions or reactions οf a certain efficacy that would provoke any real change ίη the current state οf affairs. After the last worldwide upheavals, there seems to be nο starting point either for nations or for the vast majority οf individuals-nothing in the institutions
and general state οf society, nor in the predominant ideas, interests, and energies οf this epoch, eh?
Jesus Christ

mojito ergo rum

>>11670657
Same, my brother

>have over 200 unread books lying around my room
>today i bought 11 more from a used books shop
i-i'm gonna read them all, i swear

Gogol, Knausgård, Dickens, Goncharov, Kafka and Kosztolanyi is what I'll be bringing back home to mama and papa for the holidays. Will probably get a bunch of books for Christmas as well.

>copy paste an essay i wrote for class that scored high marks
>my teacher is a huge DFW nerd
>"You write like David Foster Wallace"
>i've never even read DFW