/lit/ - Literature

>>14564865
I want to make someone happy. I want to work hard for someone else's sake and give myself to them. I want to know someone else intimately, know the small things that make them happy, know what they care about and what they wish for. I want to be able to console someone when something doesn't work out. I want to know someone more than anyone else knows them and for them to know me in the same way.
Is this dream overly romanticized and unrealistic? It is very likely - after all I've never been close with anyone before and I'm a KHV loser with no chance anyway. At least it's something to imagine in between slaving away at my wagecuck job and clicking through the same 4 websites over to pass the time.