/lit/ - Literature

>>14482207
I'm procrastinating on learning any skills, because I'm talentless except for having an overactive imagination. I want everything to feel like something, and since learning feels like nothing, it feels unproductive, and because of that, I stop doing it and instead turn to fantasizing. If I had the money to pay people to use their talents to help me get my ideas out there, I'd have nothing to complain about, but because I was born into a moralfag poorfag family that values the well-being of outsiders more than family members, I won't have that money unless I make it myself, and I have no prospects for making that money legally, because a job at the grocery store won't pay for that anytime soon, or even ever. Ambitions are both creative and destructive. I wish society was devoid of morals and laws, I'd be happier in a society like that, because I could find success as a bandit living on the fringes, and fund my dreams that way, but because society is shit, I can't live like that, at least, not yet. People who force others to live by their standards of morality are worse than the people they demonize. I feel like reality is a war between those who rule, and those born with free will but who do not rule, with slaves bereft of free as an all-consuming abyss in-between the two parties, trying to drag everyone and everything in with them.