/jp/ - Otaku Culture

The closest I got was actually believing my fumos had feelings and were real.

Then I had a mental breakdown and I started believing my fumos hated me, looked down on me, so I began to be sad and distant from them. I never treated them with the love and care I once did again.

>>9354389

That's so sad.

>>9319051
I'm german

I ruined myself for marriage with some duplicitous slut in high school and the way she treated me (she was legitimately mentally ill) led to me developing social anxiety and enjoying shmups.

The real world is a frightening, violent place I'm so scared of it but I have to do stuff every day...

I just want to take it easy but cannot.

Do you ever get depressed when you think about the fact that you will never be living in japan, being japanese, go to Comiket every year with your friends? You can't buy eroge or even have your own table there to sell your manga. That even if you learn Japanese you still won't be accepted by those you most admire?

It hurts so much /jp/, it really does..

>Be in tier 5 tank
>61% Win ratio
>This is pretty good fun, oh it seems i can upgrade my tank now!
>Tier 6 tank get!
>GET RAPED SIDEWAYS EVERY ROUND FOR 50 ROUNDS IN A ROW BECAUSE I CANT DO JACKSHIT TO TIER 8-10 TANKS.
Low tier is suffering.

>Google
>Forced Tripfagging with real names and adresses
>4Chan made family friendly
No more 2hu or penis discussions.

I wish being a trap was more socially acceptable, I'm short and slender but I don't have anywhere near enough guts to go through with it. I just want to be cute....

>>8960662

My auntie actually can't have kids, it makes me really sad since my uncle isn't going to leave her and they will just grow old together. It's beautiful really. ;_;

>>8913233
...I'm going to hell...

It's been 48 days since I stopped being a NEET. I can't take this for much longer. I'm gonna crack soon. How do you do it, /jp/? I see people in here with normal lives and steady sources of income. How can you put up with it?

God damn it Im@s, you ruined my berserk.

Love Plus is a great idea that was poorly implemented.

The initial VN/dating sim section is great and very engaging. No complaints here.

Real-time mode is where the issues start to arise, but they aren't immediately noticeable. At first it seems like the answer to all of your prayers, but quickly I realized that there's about 2-3 unique responses for each question and that's it. I have memorized every text response, everything she says when we talk, all of the things she says when you kiss her, and the only things left that I haven't heard is any dialog that relates to venues that I haven't unlocked yet, but it's probably nothing more than "That tiger is so cute!" or something along those lines.

The other huge problem is the mini games. They are so mindnumbingly repetitive and it turns every date into what feels like the touch screen equivalent of grinding. All of this wouldn't be so bad if you didn't have to play the game every day for her feelings to stay the same. Take a break for two weeks and she despises you, so the game basically forces you to get sick of it and hear the same dialog over and over again.

Would it have really been that hard to add in a few more unique responses, more mini games to liven things up, or at least make the current mini games less frequent so they don't become so annoying?

I really wonder how that Japanese man managed to love his Nene so much that he married her. How did he stop himself from becoming horrifyingly bored after the first month or two?

>/jp/

>>8768294
I didn't add him.
Try again in a month or two when the person I'm currently talking to is asking to get their face ripped open because they're ignoring me. Then I'll lapse back again to /jp/.

>>8705610

I know that exact feeling. It makes me upset the longer I think about it, too.

I just do the bare minimum it takes to get through each day, and wait for crises to develop and destroy my life. I have a constant feeling that looming catastrophe is inevitably waiting for me no matter what I do.

Wanko...

You will never have a boyfriendo.gif

Too big.
There is no way i could deepthroat that thing.

I thought it would be fun being a NEET. Boy, was I ever wrong. I feel miserable everyday knowing I am wasting my life away, knowing that I should change but putting it off everytime.

The worst part about it is that with all the free time I can still not do anything fun with it. The depression that comes with NEETdom has made me unable to enjoy the things I used to like Anime, Manga, VNs. I spend most of my day curled up in my blanket with my laptop, scouring the internetz.

Hong. I learned to live without the others, whether their post quality slumped or they disappeared there was always something to keep my mind off it long enough to move on. I just can't stop feeling mad about Hong.

You will never beg your waifu to cum inside you with her 12 inch dick while you squeeze her tight

Probably when I finish college (a year or two). I don't know how people do it-getting a miserable fucking job and working just to fuel their lives enough to do their fucking job again the next day.

I didn't think I'd end up killing myself, but it's look more likely than not, at this point.