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Question for /jp/sies who get disability money:

Whenever you have to go to your public autism agency (or whatever the fuck that place is called in your country), and someone asks you what you do all day alone in your room, what do you answer?

I always just say "nothing special", which I really hate because I love the things I do.

>> No.9859397

My sister asked me that question once, I replied with
"what?"
"we just try and figure out what you do all day."
"oh."
and then I left to go back into my room.

I don't think it will help though!

>> No.9859413
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9859413

``sleep my life away as I watch the world slowly pass me by''

>> No.9859429

>>9859391
OP here
By the way, I meant by "someone" the workers you have to lie to to get your money, not psychologists.

>> No.9859433

>>9859413

Pretty much this. I told them I sleep and pace around in my room all day.

bumping thread because crippling anxiety is /jp/ related

>> No.9859464

>>9859433
>and pace around in my room all day

I do this a lot.

>> No.9859482

How do you get this free money I want to find the office and just say I want money because I can't talk to people it sounds so easy like its free money! How do I get it?

>> No.9859490

>>9859433

Me again.

Here is an exact quote from one of my old evaluations. Grammar issues included, if any. I did not say the pacing part in this interview.

“The patient is typical day activity is sleeping and watching movies. He alternates these 2 activities essentially 24 hours a day.”

>>9859464

It has gotten worse over the years for me. My legs are very tired because of this.

>> No.9859491

>>9859482
1) go 2 hospital tell you want 2 an hero
2) stay in hospital untill relese
3) ask for money

>> No.9859493

>>9859490
At least you're keeping in shape!

>> No.9859494

>>9859482

Where do you live? I'm very busy right now, so I apologize in advance if I don't reply.

>> No.9859498

>>9859494
Not him, but I would like the funds as well. I live in Canada.

>> No.9859505

>>9859493

I'm actually anorexic. Thanks for the kind words though.

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9859511

>tfw you will never tie up a blonde aryan qt with twintails and freckles

It's not fair. This must be what Malcolm in the Middle feels like.

>> No.9859515

>>9859498

I apologize, I'm unfamiliar with how things work over there, as I live in the United States. I unfortunately do not know enough to help you.

>> No.9859514

>>9859505
I wish I was anorexic. I find that body type very appealing. I am just about underweight, but I would need to shed another 20 pounds or so to look like I want to look like. Unfortunately, food cravings are too strong under high stress. One advantage of somehow getting my own money and living alone would be the very minimal funds and thus the lack of food. Or just unwillingness to leave the house to buy it. Would be nice. Now if I only I could get that money...

>> No.9859522

>>9859515
Thanks anyway. I will keep looking.

>> No.9859528

>>9859515

Im in America pleasee pleasee pleasee respond ! I want to go today and start the process to my autismbux

>> No.9859538

I talk to my tulpa. She is becoming kind of evil and mean to me now ;_;

>> No.9859540

>>9859538
What mental disabilities did you have prior to acquiring your so called "tulpa."

>> No.9859541

>>9859538
That is what you deserve. Suffer and die.

>> No.9859545

>>9859522
I'm canada

Since I assume you've got a record of mental health problems just ask your doctor how you can receive social assistance.

>> No.9859551

>>9859538
What's a tulpa?

>> No.9859555
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9859555

Want a shameless way of getting free money?

Become an artist. Whatever you imagination manifests itself in, make that your art.

Let the universe speak through you.

>> No.9859557

>never been employed
>Try to find work
>you don't have enough work experience

Well how the hell am I supposed to get a job then?

>> No.9859558

>>9859551
go to tulpa.info
read it
???
profit!!!

>> No.9859562

>>9859545
Wait, you receive money from the government?

Here is what happened when I asked my doctor for social assistance. He told me to go to a psychiatrist for a check-up, the psychiatrist got worried and said I should go to the hospital. I refused, so he called the police, and I got dragged out of my room into a police car. Got to a hospital, stayed there against my will for 4 days. Then there was an assessment done on me, which would determine whether I am to be transferred to a separate psychiatric facility or I get released. Pretended to be normal. Got released. Dropped that doctor.

That is my experience. I don't know what to try next. I am afraid that if I start speaking about my problems to authority again, the same thing will happen.

>> No.9859561

>>9859551
A sentient being you manifest from your subconscious. You can hear, see, touch and smell them. They talk to you. Stuff you would never even think of saying

>> No.9859563

>>9859551
Schizophrenia

>> No.9859565

>>9859557
you can start by sucking my cock :P

>> No.9859569

>>9859541
Why do I deserve it?

>> No.9859571

>>9859555
I have the dream to become good at drawing one day. I want to spread my art for free, though. Yeah, more money would be nice, but it would add a stress factor and would make it kinda uncomfortable.

>> No.9859575

>>9859391
I usually say with honesty "more or less nothing".
It's not that I am not very passionate about the things I do, on occasion at the very least, but more so how it really does feel like nothing in retrospect or however I should call it.

It's not that I am not proud of my hobbies, but I still spend practically each and every woken hour exactly the same for years and years. I can't really say that I am doing "much". As such, it feels more accurate to say that I am doing "more or less nothing".

But then again, when asked further I always elaborate that as playing games and or browsing the internet/forums until I fall asleep, or some similar line.

>> No.9859579

>>9859555
>artist
>getting money

>> No.9859583

>>9859538
Is she mean to you in a sexual manner? Does it turn you on when she's mean to you?

>> No.9859586

>>9859569
There is no way of knowing exactly. You can start by looking at all the disgusting, cruel things you have done to hurt other people in your life. There is no escape from that hell. You can not be forgiven. You deserve to die and feel pain.

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>>9859571
The means to live will come.

If your art ever turns into a money targeted project it won't resonate with people.

People will be more than willing to reward you for your fine art.

>> No.9859598

>>9859583
No and no. It scares me.

>>9859586
How do you know that about me?

>> No.9859599

>>9859514

My mother constantly threatens to put me in a mental hospital for my weight issue. I assure you, it's not as good as it sounds.

>>9859522

I wish you the best of luck.

>>9859528

You're asking for SSI (Supplemental Security Income/disability money/autismbux) resources?

https://www.socialsecurity.gov/pgm/ssi.htm

The pay is around 698 dollars a month. That is not enough to live on if you pay rent. I get medicaid, which gives me free healthcare. That means free pills, doctor and hospital visits. I suggest you go to a public mental facility to prove you're insane, and, or agoraphobic to a debilitating degree. The government will use these documents as proof of your mental disability. This, however, is unnecessary, but will increase your chances of getting SSI. You may, or may not still have to go to an interview for your disability evaluation. You will also have to get an interview once every 7 years to make sure you're still disabled.

Here is a disability guide from one anon.

http://fuuka.warosu.org/jp/thread/S6512844#p6512924

Please note: this guide was made for members of the U.S. I do not know if it will work in other countries.

>>9859562

That sounds horrible!

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I have to go get ready for a doctors appointment, so I will be unable to answer any further questions.

>> No.9859607

>>9859561
ooh so that's what you call it, mine hasn't spoken to me in a while ever since I declared I would become a better person to break into her realm and dominate her, stuck up whore...

>> No.9859644

>>9859598
I know who you are, not to worry. I am hopeful that your tulpa will be meaner to you in the future.

>> No.9859666

>>9859644
Thats kinda scary dude, and really not cute.

>> No.9859667

>>9859644
Stop. This isn't funny

>> No.9859676

>>9859666
It isn't supposed to be cute. It's harsh reality.

>>9859667
It isn't supposed to funny either. I told you. This is what happens when you hurt others. There is no going back and fixing it. Learn to cope with these eternal demons or kill yourself ahead of time.

>> No.9859682

>>9859676
Why are you being mean to me?

>> No.9859684

>>9859676

get out of here tulpa!

>> No.9859687

>>9859684
Oh, is that what that guy is doing, I was seriously so lost.

>> No.9859688

>>9859599

I'm back. I will be here for a little longer than initially expected.

If anyone has any further questions, I might be able to answer them for a short while. I'm still somewhat busy right now, so I apologize if it takes a while for me to respond.

>> No.9859690

>>9859682
It's not me being mean to you. I am only a messenger of reality. Your original post described your tulpa being abusive, and I am simply answering why.

>> No.9859693

>>9859688
It really makes me uncomfortable that you are on /jp/ and are busy. Can you please stop being busy? Thanks.

>> No.9859695

>>9859690
Then why are you telling me to kill myself?

>> No.9859699

>>9859684
He isn't my tulpa.

>> No.9859701

>>9859695
Not exactly. I am telling you why you are being tormented and that you should just kill yourself IF you cannot take it anymore. But believe me, it will not subside. It will only get worse with every little affliction of harm you bring onto others.

>> No.9859704

>>9859701
I don't harm anybody

>> No.9859706

Why are you doing this to the thread??

>> No.9859705

dat feel when your tulpa takes over and writes messages to you on /jp/

>> No.9859710

>>9859690
>>9859701
Please stop being angry I can't take it easy like this.

>> No.9859712

>>9859707
Jokes on you I don't live with my parents

>> No.9859707

>>9859704
You are harming your parents by being a NEET. And it is not just things happening right now. It is the accumulation of everything you have done in the past.

>> No.9859715

>>9859710
I am not angry. I am just telling you the truth.

>> No.9859719

>>9859715
He isn't me

>>9859712
This is me


I don't harm my parents. My parents are in prison. So I can't be harming them. And stop trying to act like my tulpa you have no idea how she acts she is much meaner than you.

>> No.9859725

>>9859719
I am not your tulpa, though. I am a messenger. Burn and die.

>> No.9859727

>>9859725
Fuck you

>> No.9859729

>>9859727
Sorry. This is the nature of the world. Like I said, you can always kill yourself if you cannot deal with the demons that have manifested from your wrongdoings. Your insult just added a little bit more to the pool.

>> No.9859732

OP PLEASE DELETE THE THREAD AND VANQUISH THIS EVIL PERSON THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

>> No.9859734

>>9859729
I don't want to talk to you anymore

>> No.9859738

>>9859734
You don't have to respond to anything that I say. It is out of your volition that you keep saying stuff back. You are being angry at the wrong person. You should be upset with yourself and your own actions, not the one who sees all and is simply pointing them out.

>> No.9859746

>>9859693

I will most likely not be busy after about 5 hours. I have to leave for a few hours in approximately 30 minutes. I'm going to a doctors appointment, and then going to pick up my prescription drugs for my arrhythmia. It will take an hour or two for the pharmacy to prepare the medication to be picked up. Once all of those tasks are complete, I should be able to take it easy.

>> No.9859804

>>9859538

this is why i envisioned my tulpa as a naked 12 year-old boy. he can't possible be of any threat, and if he ever starts being mean i threaten to let others see him.

>> No.9859837

>>9859746

Leaving for my appointment right now.

>>9859804

I wish I had an imaginary naked shota.

>> No.9859860

>>9859804
Do you suck his cute little penis?

>> No.9859938

>>9859860

that's pretty much all i do all day, alone in my room

>> No.9859959

>>9859938
Goddamnit, I really want a tulpa now.

>> No.9860133

>>9859562
That happened to me too, although when I actually tried to an hero. After they removed the tubes and the treatment was over, they refused to let me go because I was "a potential threat to myself" and locked me up in a hospice, where they didn't even allow me to take the pants I was wearing because they had cords (deadly hanging tools), or my cellphone (murderous poison battery machine). But fuck them, I sneaked the cellphone in inside my underwear and the texts I managed to trade with an online friend during my week locked there helped me keep my sanity.

Although my nigger country has no autism bux, SSI or whatever (you guys have it easy), I surely would've given up on going after them at that time.

>>9859746
I have arrhythmia problems too, but I try to keep it a secret because my family would surely snap at me for it. Does the medication really help? I've never tried it.

>> No.9860201

>>9859562
This happens most of the time (or in most countries if you will), you just don't hear about it because there is no internet in the psychiatric clinic.

>> No.9860208

>>9860133
>That happened to me too, although when I actually tried to an hero
Not who you replied to but same here.
Ended up in the mad house twice for 2 month.
I also sometime have internal bleeding, but unless I had a job before contracting that AND am unable to work at 70% (whatever the fuck it's suposed to mean, and how they gauge it is a mystery) I get nothing.
While meanwhile the government throws zillions at poor immigrants because it's not their fault that they vandalize shit.

>> No.9860253

I'm back from my doctors appointment. I have to pick up my medicine in an hour. I will be available to answer most questions some of you might have in the meantime.


>>9860133

Depends on your arrhythmia and the severity of it. I end up in the hospital once every few months, so the medication is only helpful most of the time. Luckily I have medicaid, so I don't have to pay any money for my heart condition treatments.

Having an abusive family must be very stressful. I imagine this makes your arrhythmia much worse.

Make sure to get a good amount of sleep and drink plenty of water, or your heart condition will get worse.

>> No.9860467

i would try to put myself in the hospital on suicide watch so my parents would finally take me seriously and let me talk to a shrink but im too afraid of being locked up there ... or what if they send me off to some other place ... i cant be out of my room or away from my computer where its safe that long fuck me being scared of everything

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