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How do I make myself go insane, /jp/?

I am very bored and I'm ready to take the plunge into insanity, but I don't know how to trigger it. I have been a NEET for the last 8 years and they have been a good 8 years, but I'm starting to run out of things that I'm interested in doing.

I've decided that the most interesting thing left to do is dive into my own mind and go insane. I was thinking of gathering large amounts of hallucinogens and taking them every day for as long as it takes for me to go insane. Will this work? Are there other methods?

>> No.9520528

>>9520515
Get a job.
srsly

Especially one that you have no idea how to do or one that you do know but you have too much work. Or just get one at mcdonalds.

>> No.9520539
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9520539

Psychedelics + Sensory Deprivation

>> No.9520540

Fry your brain on heavy psychedelics.
Get a lobotomy.
Over-stress and sleep deprive yourself.

>> No.9520552

>>9520528

true, I usually only leave my house a couple of times a year out of necessity but last year I wanted some money so I got a job for a month at christmas time, and it was the worst experience of my life and drove me to new depths of neetness

>> No.9520547

This is the darkest and edgiest thing I've read all day

>> No.9520553

drugs?

>> No.9520554

Go kill a random person.

Since you have no motive, and as long as you aren't a complete scrub with leaving evidence, it'll be hard to identify you as a culprit.

>> No.9520555

You should kill the closest person next to you and not get caught. The guilt should make you go insane.

>> No.9520562

>>9520555
>guilt
Do people really feel this?
I always thought it was a myth.

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>>9520562

>> No.9520571

>>9520555

I would kill my entire family and feel no guilt whatsoever.

I don't understand you.

>> No.9520583

>>9520554

even if i left evidence/caught on cam, i'd prob never be caught since no-one would recognise me and i've barely left my house in 7 years & obv i have no dna records

>> No.9520602

>>9520571
that dark

that EDGE

>> No.9520597

>>9520583

Do it faggot.

>> No.9520598

>>9520571
You can't truly say that if you haven't killed your entire family, yet. Go on your killing spree, then tell me if you feel guilty.

>> No.9520601

Buy a lot of San Pedro cacti, you can even find them on amazon, and follow this guide so you can get the mescaline from them.
>http://www.erowid.org/plants/cacti/cacti_preparation5.shtml
Grow psilocybin mushrooms, can purchase the mushroom spores online and then find a guide for growing them inside plastic containers.
Either grow and extract DMT from reed canary grass or just purchase DMT off silkroad.

Alternate between mescaline and mushrooms to keep tolerance at bay and throw in DMT once every other day.

I can't imagine that you won't be completely out of your mind after the first month or two.

>> No.9520610

>>9520571
whoa shit I cut myself reading this post

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>>9520602

>> No.9520614

>>9520554

What does this accomplish other than just getting you thrown in jail? You won't have persistent hallucinations or any of the interesting parts of insanity. You'll just be in jail.

>> No.9520615
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9520615

>>9520571

>> No.9520618

You either have to take drugs, lock yourself in a dark room for over a week, or wait for it to happen naturally.

>> No.9520620

>>9520614

Isolation and being deprived of freedom can drive one insane.

>> No.9520629

>>9520528
This, a job is the best way to go fucking apeshit.

>> No.9520626

>>9520620

>Isolation and being deprived of freedom

You can do that to yourself without being raped by angry black men though.

>> No.9520637

actually i just thought of another thing i've done which made me feel pretty crazy, which is completely get rid of any human connection with my life, ie do not use the internet or anything like that, don't watch tv, etc for like a month. shit actually gave me some weird feels even though i barely ever talk to anyone anyway.

>> No.9520639

>>9520626

That's implying you'd even get caught in the first place.

The paranoia that results afterwards, not knowing when you'd be arrested, or even IF, can wreak havoc on your psyche.

>> No.9520658

Drugs + Imaginary friends

Drugs on their own won't be enough. I've read stories of people who were continuously tripping off increasingly larger and larger doses of LSD for over a month straight and they came out fine from the experience.

You need to nurture the insanity inside of yourself with the aid of psychedelics. Meditate on a psychedelic and get into a deep trance-like state and then begin to form imaginary friends. Make tons of them, make a whole imaginary world. Do this for days, stop the drugs but keep meditating on this, and then resume the drugs.

Binge for a week, stop for several days, binge again, stop, binge again. Keep up this cycle for as long as you need to. This will both lower tolerance and keep your mind bouncing all over the place and never giving it a chance to settle, but keep doing the imaginary friend thing during both phases.

Eventually you will get to the point that you will be totally crazy and you will be surrounded by hallucinations and imaginary friends that will never go away.

>> No.9520688

>>9520601

This is a good post.

Also make sure you don't come in contact with any other human during this time.

For added stress have knives and alarms hidden around your apartment that you continually move and set (you will do this automatically since you'll be so loaded on drugs).

Enjoy your crazy.

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9520697

Isolation will always produce insanity.

NEETs and hikkis think they're isolated, but they really aren't. They have less socialization than most people, but the internet is still enough to keep them sane. Cut the internet, don't talk to anyone, do this for a long time. Your mind will create hallucinations for you to communicate with or you will form bonds with inanimate objects and hear them speak to you.

If you have any drugs then use them too. Isolation is the key though.

>> No.9520714

>>9520697

I'd like to cut the internet out myself.

I just feel so...hollow with this pathetic masquerade of socialization to fill the gap left behind with the lack of it in meatspace.

I'm just worried I don't know how to say goodbye to my only friend.

>> No.9520732

It seems like one of those things that just happens or it doesn't. I know a /jp/sie for a few years now and he also hasn't left the house for 7 to 8 years, and he has a hint of insanity to him. Not the bad or edgy kind of insanity though, he's very interesting to talk to and play with.

Maybe it's just gonna take you a little longer.

>> No.9520741

go to /a/ and be hipster

>> No.9520760

I'd say trying to watch more than 5 minutes of american tv would be enough to drive anyone insane.

>> No.9520786

>>9520714

just don't say goodbye. works for me.

>> No.9520790

>>9520732
>and play with.

Do you mean like, play with his mind?

>> No.9520806

>>9520790
Games, silly!

>> No.9520815

>>9520806

Mindgames?

How naughty of you, anon.

>> No.9520816

I would start voicing the furniture and other objects around you, OP. Soon enough, they would develop their own personalities, and you would forget how odd that was.

>> No.9520823

Maybe you should suck my cock dude - that would drive you insane with... lust!

Hehehe. Please respond.

>> No.9520963

>>9520629
>>9520552
>>9520528
Plus you also get money to buy your dolls, japanese children's cartoons, and male massage gadgets.

>> No.9521126

Go for a long while without sleep. I've heard that after a few days it can get pretty crazy. Just don't go long enough to die.

>> No.9521131

>>9521126
You'll fall asleep before you get anywhere near death.

>> No.9521138

>>9521126
How much time without sleep a person has to go to die, anyway?

>> No.9521150

>>9521126

I can never do this because after 24 hours i'm incapable of eating food because it begins to taste like nothing.

It's like I have this reflex to gag up whatever I end up putting in my mouth.

I end up going to bed anyway because my body is telling me I need to rest because of starvation.

I really should stop doing this...

>> No.9521159

>>9521138
I am not a professional.

>> No.9521172

>>9521150

wtf? i regularly stay up over 72 hours and i also regularly don't eat for days, longest being about 8 days. you said 24 hours which sounds ridiculous, because you could eat at like 20 hours and you shouldn't really have to eat for at least another 20ish before you feel really hungry

step your game up son

>> No.9521169

>>9521138

No one has ever died solely because of lack of sleep. There was one guy who managed to stay awake for >1 week on a radio show though, and the symptoms he displayed were similar to psychosis.

He returned to normal after the ordeal was over however.

>> No.9521183

>>9521172

I just get really tired after not having eaten for more than 12 hours. At that point, since I don't have anything to look forward to, I just end up sleeping out of exhaustion.

>> No.9521191

>>9521183

you honestly sound like you are 300lbs+

>> No.9521196

>>9521183

Also, I don't like eating if i'm not hungry, so i'm not going to intentionally eat at the 20-hour mark since i'm not planning on setting a world record or anything.

>> No.9521222

Take drugs and/or have a family history of schizo. If you don't live where more hardcore opiates are legal then psychoactive cough syrup or "kratom" might be, and those would both also do the trick if abused. As would common child dopant meds such as Ritalin taken the (in-)correct way.

The more you know!

>> No.9521218

>>9521196

well what you posted implied you wanted to stay up longer or something but you were literally unable to

>> No.9521229

Sleep deprivation from taking stimulants and the subsequent stimulant psychosis would be pretty easy to trigger.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stimulant_psychosis

I don't know if the effects last past once you finally get to sleep though.

>> No.9521240

>>9521222
You seem to be implying opiates cause psychological issues...?

>> No.9521243

>>9521191

Last time I weighed myself I was 100~ pounds.

It's probably less by now.

>> No.9521269

>>9521240
As fast as your lsd. Worst I've ever heard of from lsd is shit like flashbacks, actually.

Cocaine too, of course, but I think that's more dependent on existing family history of shit.

>> No.9521272

>>9521243
You're legally dead, underage, or a midget.

Reported for being legally dead, underage, or a midget.

>> No.9521306

>>9521243

I'm close to your size then, and the only time I've ever really felt exhausted from lack of food was my most recent time not eating anything for about three days and I literally thought I was going to die in my sleep. I probably should mention that I don't leave my house/exercise so maybe I can last longer w/out doing anything to exert myself. Or maybe my body is just quite durable, since I also went about 5-6 days without eating or drinking and I also stayed up about 48 hours during that & I read about someone who died under similar circumstances to this.

>> No.9521357

yoi are already insane. become sane instead.
it will be more fun, i promise.
self observation and meditation will help you.

>> No.9521395

>>9521269
You're clearly an idiot.
Granted, opiate WITHDRAWAL can cause issues, but largely depression and paranoia. There isn't much psychosis or schizoid issues in somebody on the nod.

LSD, sure. Stims cause psychosis. Dissociatives are effectively a chemically induced psychotic break. Opiates do not fuck with you that hard because they operate like endorphins do. Endorphin = endo-morphine.

>> No.9521409

what is it about psychedelics that can make you go insane?

>> No.9521411

anyways on that note I'm gonna block 4chan from my internet and try and lay off the human contact for a while, goodbye /jp/

>> No.9521416

Fall in a vat of chemicals after a botched bank robbery

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>>9521411

Good luck on the crazy, Godspeed!

>> No.9521527

>>9521395
Sounds like you're parroting crap you read in another thread. Just fyi nobody outside of the semi-informed erowid types uses some of the terminology you just rattled off at me.

>> No.9521564

>>9521527
Awesome. Glad to know irrelevant shit is your thing.
Maybe you have an... ACTUAL rebuttal? No?

>> No.9521562
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Anyone know of some ways to take mescaline that don't involve gulping down what is apparently a very disgusting cactus drink that makes you vomit?

>> No.9521578

>>9521562
Acid base extraction

>> No.9521595

>>9521409

Nothing, really, it's all loose correlation and a fair number of examples have been discredited, same as marijuana.

>>9521562

I've tried several times and the erowid article posted above is the only one I managed to do. It also damaged my esophagus and for weeks I had a constant choking feeling, difficulty swallowing and stomach bile traveling up my esophagus. And yes, it's the most vile thing I've ever tasted in my life.

Don't eat cactus.

>> No.9521620

>>9521564
Man are you ever intense. Yikes!

Anyway, I'm just flat out contradicting you. So anybody who cares which one of us is right on the issue of opiates and mental health will have to just look it up themselves.

>> No.9521621

start listening to alex jones

>> No.9521636

>>9521620
>Anyway, I'm just flat out contradicting you.
But you never actually said anything meaningful.

>> No.9521643

>>9521578

Is that complicated? I'm not good with chemistry and I don't want to blow myself up or burn my hand off.

>>9521595

>And yes, it's the most vile thing I've ever tasted in my life.

What did it taste like? Anything you can think of to compare it to?

>> No.9521653

>>9521621
Fair enough.

>> No.9521669

if you think opiates make you honestly 'insane' as a specific symptom of abuse then you haven't seen enough addicts. they're all zoned the fuck out but they aren't legitimately crazy. i would say they are more 'retarded'.

>> No.9521674

OD on weed

>> No.9521689

>>9521643
Citric acid, sodium hydroxide (lye), and xylene.

Not challenging, but not exactly simple, and lye is never quite fun. Safe if you're prepared, and have a vague grasp of chem safety.

>> No.9521743

>>9521643

If you eat it raw, you don't notice anything in the first few bites; it tastes like a stronger, slightly more bitter and mucousy cucumber. After a while the intensity of the flavor starts turning your stomach in knots. Drinking a concentrate is basically the same thing all at once but if you chill it and take it in shots you can get it down faster than you can react to the flavor.

I can't really describe why it makes you throw up, I think it actually contains some natural emetics. The taste isn't that offensive up front so it might be sort of a Pavlov reaction.

I don't recommend it overall though. Your body does not like what's in it. I spent several nights worrying that when I slept I'd aspirate my own stomach bile that kept collecting at the back of my throat.

>> No.9521925

>>9521562

Turn it into a powder. Easier than acid extraction and not as foul as drinking cactus juice.

>> No.9521942

If you haven't gone insane after 8 years of being a NEET, no amount of meds would do it.

>> No.9521998

>>9521925

I've tried this myself and the stink that spread through the house while drying the slices in the oven made my stomach boil for hours.

>> No.9522051

Try 200mg of DPH nightly for about a year.

>> No.9522282
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9522282

Don't throw your poo.
It is a form of bullying.

>> No.9522330

>>9522282

I live in Belfast, wish id seen this around.

Would have laughed my ass off

>> No.9522470

>>9522282
If I saw her throwing her own poo I would make sure she threw it right on my face.

I would love to experience her poo

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